My Heart,My Poison

7/4/15 ...I have always pushed guys away whenever I notice that they have intentions.I always know the reason why,it is because I am scared of being left at the end.Yes,I was once left,by my first love who was also my first downfall.And I have always thought that because of that chapter of my life,I thought that it had turned me into heartless,like him who changes instantly,who will one day chooses to walk away that easy without turning back.I have always