Carol

Carol
The first type of friend in a friendship is an acquaintance. This is the beginning to all basics, and deeper friendships. This is the person who only know on a pure, and basic level. 
The insight to this person's life, is merely an observation from a person's perception. Usually, these are the types of friends that a person may meet in school, at work or local hang outs. They are greeted with a mere smile, and daily greeting. These are the people that know of their acquaintance's existence and appreciate their effort. Their kind words can put a smile on the face of anyone, but the true meaning is hardly the truth. It could even be a friend of a friend, someone that is seen frequently but the extent of conversations rarely going into depth.
Ours started through a common friend.Our friendship is not perfect. Arguements and misunderstanding come along with it.But in some other ways we manage to handle it.We hang out together and do crazy stuffs together.I mean she's the kind of person that wont easily give up,a person who kept her words in silence,a person who patiently wait and a person who can love you unconditionally.I saw her cried many times.But despite of what she's been through she still manage to pick herself up and stay strong through the test of times.
In my own opinion love is the unknowable. It can be realized only when the known is understood and transcended. Only when the mind is free of the known, then only there will be love. So, we must approach love negatively, not positively.
What is love to most of us? With us, when we love, there is possessiveness, dominance, or subservience. From this possession arises jealously and fear of loss, and we legalize this possessive instinct. From possessiveness arise jealousy and the innumerable conflicts with which each one is familiar. Possessiveness, then, is not love. Nor is love sentimental. To be sentimental, to be emotional, excludes love.Sensitivity and emotions are merely sensations.
Love alone can transform insanity, confusion, and strife. No system, no theory of the left or of the right can bring peace and happiness to a woman. Where there is love, there is no possessiveness, no envy, where there is mercy and compassion, not in theory, but actually for your future  children and for your neighbor. Love alone can bring about mercy and beauty, order and peace. There is love with its blessing when "you" cease to be.
I mean she's so secretive in her feelings.But you know what makes her different from the other she's the only person who will love you eventhough her heart had been broken a thousand times for the same reason but she choose to stay and ignore the pain.I may not  understand her reasons but i know that she will be happy.And i like to qoute it as her 'GREATEST  and SWEETEST DOWNFALL".

 

to be continued ....