I really don't know what I feel for you, believe me i've tried to understand this feelings so many times what I know for sure is that I don't love you, if that's the case why don't i want to lose you?

I think about you all the time even if I don't want to or force myself not to, i miss and long for you but this change when we meet because we fight alot.

I dont feel you at all when we are together, when we kiss but I don't like it when you are with someone else or even that thought of you if someone else makes me angry

I enjoy hurting you and seeing you suffer over me but not when you are sad because of something else. what's really my problem?