my journey from success till now

indecisioni had a very good starting when i bloomed like a flower in my childhood. i was a single child inmy house so my mother cared a lot for me. but still, habit of sharing still developed in me due to the joint family in which we used to live.these were  my old and happy days but now life is full of burden,frustration. i can't live happily any more. my job has gone and now i am working in a small company where i keep on thinking about my past and comparing about my present but that doesn't give me any happiness but frustration. anyway feeling relaxed after sharing my feelings. ohhhhhhhhh! please give me suggestions how to get out of this situation. please!please!