I should have Listened to Myself
7/4/15...I have always pushed them away whenever I proved that their intentions are real.I always know why, I am just scared of being left at the end.Yes,I was once left,by my first love who was also my first downfall.And I have always thought that because of that miserable story,I thought that it had turned me into heartless,like him who changes instantly,who will just walk away that easily as if nothing happened,no words said,no turning back. I was wrong, I just push the ones who deserve better ,the ones that makes me feel more easy to walk away,but the one that I have loved,I cannot walk away even if it is already a poison to me. . .