continuation of had I know I would not have trusted him

she then ask me wu I was dating bt I said am single browse knowing dat my problems start dat day.sorry for not telling u d guys name his name is john.I luv john so much I cnt do witout him,by he was asking me for sex bt I told em I was browse ready then he started avoiding me,I called him nd told him u was ready he then ask me for wot I told em for wat he wanted he was so happy nd took me to his house took my virginity dat was meant for my husband.I felt much pain by he was enjoying himself web he was through he told me clean up nd leave cuz his parent will soon b back dat was d day I knew d devil in him I told I was tired nd weak bt he said I should leave as soon as possible.I will post the rest nxt week